Thursday, July 28, 2005
weee... my results... for occupation exploration survey...
My InterestSocial
People with these interests enjoy helping, caring for and teaching and generally being of service to others.
Their motto could be: "Let me help make this world a better place for others!"
Their work could be in teaching and in helping professions or community services.Creative
People with these interests enjoy the world of art, music or literature.
Their motto could be: "We all need far more colours and interests in our lives!."
Their work could be in art and design, advertising, entertainment, journalism, photography and hairstyling.Enterprising
People with these interests enjoy activities which allow them to persuade, organise or influence others.
Their motto could be: "Most people value sensible advice and firm leadership!"
Their work could be in management, business, legal services, sales, public relations and marketing.Suggested Occupations
Now that you know your Interests profile, here are the occupations that match well with your interests.
Highly Related Occupations:
*Artist,Commercial*Author **Executive, Health Promotion*Teacher [Music]*Visual Merchandiser*Artist [Display] Related Occupations:
*Artist (Fine Arts)*Child Care Assistant*Designer, Graphic*Manager, Gallery / Museum, *Playwright*Teacher, ArtYour Top 5 Abilities are :
*Interpersonal
*Creative
*Computer Usage
*Leadership
*Language UsageSuggested Occupations:Now that you know your Abilities profile, here are the occupationsthat match well with your abilities.
Related Occupations:-
*Artiste*Assistant, Constituency (Liaison)*Assistant, Constituency (Management)*Author*Chef*Chef, Naval*Copywriter, Advertising*Developer, Internet*Executive, Exhibitions*Executive, Health Promotion*Guide, Travel & Tourist*Manager, Branch (SingPost)Manager, Gallery / Museum*Officer, Immigration (Junior)*Officer, Immigration (Senior)*Officer, Management Executive (MEWR)*Officer, Naval*Officer, Police (Senior) (Inspector/Asst Superin)*Officer, Research*Producer, TV*Producer-presenter*Receptionist, Hotel*Social Worker*Teacher, Physical-Education*Tour Coordinator hahaha... chef sia... think i'll poison everyone... =p... wahaha.. anyways... i wanna be tv producer or artiste!! it will be sooo cool!! weeee~
me_________`e-leen *
1:25 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
sprained my ankle... ow ow ow... my back is better now... but now my ankle hurts... ow... but.... it's not gonna stop me from playing basketball tmr... wahaha.. made... 4/5 new frens while playing b-ball... haha... was fun.... great work-out too.... =D
me_________`e-leen *
8:50 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
urgh... did 48 sit-ups on mon... in one min... practice for napfa... but haven done sit-ups for so long... den now back aching like siao... peng...
my back ache
my left jaw ache
my thigh muscles ache
my left rib-bones ache
my left shoulder ache [tnx to shirin.. ]
urgh... den suffered from farhana's punches in de stomach today.. like 5 punches or so.. and she messed her hair up like 5/6 times... and slapped me twice... how mean... all i did was punched her 6 times... slapped her 4 times... dats all wad.... hahaha...
me_________`e-leen *
9:55 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
i feel so alone.
nv felt so lonely before.
used to have alot of frens.
now it seems like i dun have any frens at all.
no one wans to go out with me.
and it's not becuz they can't.
it's they just dun wanna.
i feel so hurt.
spent de last weekend being lonely.
no one cared.
used to always be surrounded by frens.
now i have to beg them to accompany me.
i feel so abandon.
now they have other frens.
and break wad we planned.
so they can go out with other frens.
sigh.
de guys dun seemed to care anymore.
wait a minute.
they nv even started caring before.
nv felt this way b4.
am i being too sensitive.
i dunno anymore.
i just felt this way.
to tell you de truth.
i felt like slappin her when she said u can't go out with me anymore cuz u have class gatherin.
i really do.
but you felt so excited to go.
i shall be happy for u den.
enjoy urself.
even geraldine dun talk to me as much now.
i'm like trapped in this tiny place alone.
everyone is too busy to make time for me.
i just realised my frens are in fact very little.
i mean frens who are really close.
and now i'm already drifting apart from de guys.
sometimes i even hate them.
for not caring.
for saying i'm petty or over sensitive if i'm not happy when they tease me.
teasing itself is fine.
but think about it.
do your guy frens tease you in such a way it hurts.
do they say even their chests have a deeper cleavage den yours.
i seemed like i'm laughing with them.
but honestly deep down inside it hurts.
do they say if i get a bf we'll break within 2 weeks.
i know they are just joking.
but think about.
which gal won't feel hurt with remarks like these.
and when i told one of them about.
he says i'm petty.
they just dun feel like frens anymore.
my frens are like drifting away.
i really feel so alone.
thank god i still have my family.
even my cousins dun seem to wanna go out with me anymore.
they used to always be there for me.
not anymore.
i can't cry out loud.
it's not my personality.
i feel like doing dat.
but somehow i'm choked.
my tears dun flow.
i've become emotionless.
on de surface i seemed de same.
no change.
no difference.
but i think i'm changin slowly.
i'm collasping soon.
and as i typed this i can feel my warm tears in my eyes.
but they won't flow out.
and i would just blink them back.
i told u.
it's not me.
de "me" everyone know is cheerful.
strong.
nv cry or breakdown.
take teases or insults lightly.
well.
sometimes de strongest person.
de person with a stone heart.
will breakdown too.
even when i msged a fren.
telling him happy birthday.
wad did i get.
not even a thanks.
no reply at all.
i was so hurt.
but why am i typing all this.
no one hardly comes here anyway.
besides abby and steph.
de guys won't know.
maybe becuz i was a tom-boy last time.
if i show just abit sign of feminine.
i'm considered different.
changed.
not wad i used to be.
i just to get teased by everyone.
about my height.
my voice.
my tom-boyness.
and now when i get hurt for being teased.
i'm considered petty.
i dunno where this feelings come from.
i just feel so lonely and abandoned.
like no one wans me anymore.
i can't tell you all this in skool abby.
i was afraid i might cry.
like i'm doing now.
i dunno why i'm crying.
it's not you dun worry.
i'm crying.
but like i said.
de tears won't flow out.
it's there.
but it won't flow out.
maybe i am being sensitive
i know u dun like sensitive ppl.
you have alot of sensitive ppl around u.
dats y i nv tell you how i felt.
becuz u'll probably say i'm very noisy.
you know wad.
i almost cried when ele walked over and told me
"abby u cannot go out with eileen liao"
i really almost did.
but wad can i do.
i seemed like a very strong gal to everyone.
and i know if i cry everyone will be there to comfort me.
but who knows behind my back.
they might be sayin.
why is eileen liddat one.
cry-baby.
thot she very strong one.
this is why i nv cry in class.
except certain lizards scenes.
when i wanna msg ppl.
i scroll down my phone bk.
you know wad.
there isn't really anyone for me to open ur my heart to.
maybe you can.
but you would just say i'm noisy.
it's not ur fault.
i understand.
there's always alot of ppl around you whining about.
and i can't believe you are de only person i can talk to.
i can't even talk to my sisters.
they can't be bothered.
thank god for my blog.
i can blare everything out now.
without anyone being unhappy.
i think i'm gonna suffer from depression soon.
i still love my frens.
even de guys.
they have been my pri skool frens for 6yrs and counting.
but.
they are also part of de reason for this post.
i bet some of them dun even know de real me inside.
they nv bother to find out.
i have enough of typing.
those who i wanna let them know how i feel.
won't come in here anyway.
wads de point.
me_________`e-leen *
6:52 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
HAPPY ONE YEAR OLD TO MY BLOGGIE!!! hahahax... ok this is stupid... oh my gosh~ 11.37... gtg... tuition... meeting geraldine... =]
me_________`e-leen *
11:36 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
15 july 2005 [friday] - had
o-lvls chi listenin.. but nvm that.... haha.. went for
pool with abby and ah fang after listenin.. haha.. so many ppl la... and so many shuai ges... =D *winks* and guess who i saw????
i saw
AH DI that time... he's de younger of de twins... today i saw
AH KOR... de older one.. hahaha... sooooooo shuai.... omg omg omg.. so cute lar.. heee.... =p... den got this group of
temasek guys... should be basketball... cuz they wearin temasek basketball shirt... den one of them veh cute oso.. he's so pretty... i love PRETTY BOYS!! hahaha... so many guys... ok played till like 6.30 liddat.. den abby took 9 home... den me and fang took 28 home... den whole journey talking about
basketball/captain's ball.. haha... den kept saying abby veh lan... HAHAHA.. woops.. haiyo... den he called
fang shuai [his cuz]... not say hello wan leh... is "weh.. si mi tai ji?" aiyo... so rude.. hahahaa... den tell fang shuai next time dun so gross
put soup in claypot rice... *thinks back*... ewwwwwwwww... lolx...
erm.. ok ... went to meet
cheryl at tm for dinner at long john... got cute guys oso la... hahaha.. =p... den got this
pink shirt shuai ge boarded 291 oso!! den alight at tamps mart oso!! haha... veh cute.. pretty boy type... MY type... hahaha..
me_________`e-leen *
9:32 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
9 july 2005 - went to tm to meet
abby and clement... haha.. clement sooooooooooooooo cute... him and me over there crapping like hell... abby over there sighin... hahahahaha... so cute... i'm clement's
SLY KOR KOR!! hahahaha...
at 1.45pm liddat.. we sent clement to
Yamaha for his piano lesson 1st... den me and abby go walk walk... hahaha... thot got shuai ges... but all turned out
DISAPPOINTING one... ohhh... except for de "twins" guy... AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! so cute... but they not really twins lar huh? it's just they wearin same clothes... [ most likely workin uniforms.. ] about de same height... and both cute!!! so abby thot they were twins... haha... but they weren't la...
ok... so we walked for 1 hour plus... till 3.00 den went back to fetch clement... den went for macs... just some fries... hahaha... ok anyway... i went to abby's condo's gym... for fun lar... hahaha... de weight thingy so fun... hahaha... ohh... it's with bernard... clement went off with his mum.... hahaha... ok... ya so... stayed there till about 5.30.. went back to tm to meet
muy lan, hui ping, and jodd.... haha.. to watch
Fantastic 4... quite nice lar...
after at about .... 8.30.. we went to tm's macs for late dinner.. den yoggi [muy lan] kept using her camera to video jodd and hui ping... hahahahaaha... damn funny... omg... den all 4 of us... took out our ez-link cards... to show each other and to see each others one... OMG OMG OMG... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..... i laughed when i saw jodd's pic... laughed until I CRIED!!!... hahaha sorry jodd... though i promised i won't laugh... but then.. who won't when they see THAT.... HAHAHAHA... dats super funny... omg...... hahahaha...
me_________`e-leen *
11:54 AM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
weeee~ yet another cool day..
1 july 2005 [fri] we had no skool cuz our class no exams dat day.. so i went to abby's house for lunch at 11+ 12.. she insisted i bring me own maggi noodles.. hahaha... anyway.. we ate.. den supposed to meet
fang xiang and his fren for pool... but supposed to meet at 2... den we thot they will be late somemore... haha.. den fang msged abby at 1.46pm.. dats he's there le... *shocked* cuz dats de time we finished skool normally.. but they said they finished skool at 12+ dat day... hahaha...
anyway... we were late.. haha.. sorry... we reached there at about 2.15pm? yup.. cuz abby took so long to change.. =p haha... but ya.. played pool at
VALLEY [ it's still funny to me man.. ] ... den suddenly saw
ming yang.. was like, " OH MY GOSH!!" he was staring at me... wad can i do? say hi lorh... den dat time only me and fang's fren
ah seng playing ma.. abby and fang went to get drinks at cold storage or something... den suddenly ming yang asked where ah seng live and stuff... wah.... so scary man... den saw this
rayner look-alike... look SOOO like rayner larh... but shorter... haha... so i still wasn't dat sure... den playing half way.. de
REAL rayner came... den he was playing with de rayner-look-alike... so was thinkin should be de brother... so alike!! hahaha... but i was damn nervous.. couldn't concentrate on de game... dats y i lost k... ;) hahaa.. anyways.. fang so kaypo... kept wanting to know wad happen... who is dat guy [rayner and ming yang] blah blah blah... hahaha... but we dun wanna tell him... so freaky... haha
"There are many metaphysical books on the market now that tout the validity of coincidence, or more accurately, that there really is no such thing as a coincidence, but rather a series of symbolic events that we're occasionally sensitive enough to notice. When you notice just such a pattern occurring now, don't question your sanity. You're absolutely right. Once you notice, you'll have the answer to that pressing question you've been asking yourself."hmmm.. coincidence... i seemed to keep having them.. hahahaaha..
finished pool at 5.30pm.. around there... went to bishan to meet erm.. oh no... erm... ok nvm... den ate at kfc.. and went to
catholic high for CHMA... cat high music awards.. was damn cool larh... [actually quite hot la... air con spoilt... haha]... dey were all so good.. omg... esp. dat fei yang guy.. his electone so GOOOOOOOOD la... and de rock band... erm... all de vocalists not dat good... but the playing was darn cool...
DECON DECON... haha.. de drummer damn cool... kept spinning his drumstick... and looked quite shuai from far leh... =] hahahaha... damn funny larh.... oh den got special appearances by this local band called... "
RONIN"... OMG... damn nice man... as in if u are a hard rock person... yup... WOW.... got everyone rocking .. erm.. except for all de teachers and parents... hahaha... they were damn cool... "ohhhhhhhohhhh" haha...
den there were two rappers... if i'm not wrong they were last year's CHMA winner or something... ok den they were rapping eminiem's just lose it.. damn funny... when de chorus part came... everyone.. and i meant EVERYONE.. was like... funny... it was like
de 2 rappers: alright now lose itcrowd: AH AH AH AH AHrappers: just lose itcrowd: AH AH AH AH AH
rappers: go crazycrowd: AH AH AH AH AHrappers: oh babycrowd: AH AHrappers oh baby, oh baby
crowd: AH AHLOL.. damn funny... but they were GOOD at rapping... hahaha... i'm definitely going back there next yr if i have de chance...
oh... den got those
cat high pri dancers... they featured on de "bu wei zhi ye" show..hahaha.. so cute man.. small small one.. den we talked to de smallest and cutest boy... on de way out... think he waiting for his parents to fetch him.. hahahah... he damn pai seh... hahahahaha... OMG.. it was so fun... but it's not fair... 2 ppl won
apple i-pod shuffle and one won
i-pod mini!!! de people in de whole hall was like... " ARGHHHHH... WA LAU" when de guy won.. hahahaha... hahaha..
CHMA... fun... SOOOOO FUN... den got so many guys somemore =] hahahaha... go again next yr... but must bring more ppl... more hiong ppl... den can siao with me... hahaha... cuz dat day only me and abby... 2 ppl.. we wanna siao but dun dare too...
OH! and i got de white band... *smiles*
me_________`e-leen *
2:48 PM
